Sorry for the late blog entry! I was lost in my own world lately in videos and games and studies.

Was busy for the past week... tuition coordinating ( so far not yet successful but still trying) and giving tuition ( imagine 2 hrs for each session), of cos school too...

Through all such busyness, i was more of tired losing steam along the way... i haven't been myself lately... all the enthu'ness just leaked out of my soul and the hardworking spirit was running away...

Been searching and reflecting why my life became such a mess now... no focus in direction whatsoever... My personality just went MIA... so during my quiet time, as i was practicing praise & worship, presence of God just came down upon me and unlocked a certain locker in my heart. Inside this locker contains many disappointments, from friends, past relationships, relatives and even myself in 2007.

It will be a long story if i were to share all of them at once haha but i just wanna say that these pains are something i hide for so long. When i opened the locker and set them free, all flew past me leaving me with cuts and injuries. So serious, that i broke down in tears and crying out "i don't wanna go thru this!"... Praise the Lord, i was healed instantly after they went by and made my heart clean once again.